--- A closet is a place to store things. A mind serves the same purpose. It's all there to select and mix and match, or if desired, to IGNORE. This closet contains the things I think. It is by sheer vanity and obsession that I share some of it. Look quick, cause I throw alot of this stuff away. The closet is the only constant and I'm not even sure about THAT. Anyways, welcome and I hope you enjoy your visit. ---Vim
Thursday, October 06, 2005
Check out the New Gallery Post...
Tuesday, October 04, 2005
Reflections on a Solar Eclipse...

And then to realize you could poke a multitude of holes in the paper and every one would project a perfect image of what the sun was doing at the time. There was something of Divinity in it. That one main ball of Light, projecting itself a million times in it's entirety. And then to realize that this was always happening...that EVERY little squeek of sunight that passed through ANYwhere was projecting the totality of it's source. Just like us. Just like me. Just like everything.
They say that creation was an act of God fragmenting Itself into all that is, in order that It might know Itself. Perhaps that is so. Perhaps we are a zillion little suns, dancing on an early Fall afternoon. Fragments, and yet NOT. Rather, totally complete, totally Light, totally Divine.
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Monday, October 03, 2005
OCT 3: Solar Eclipse births the Phoenix

Tuesday, September 27, 2005
Should this work endure...
This is the Forward to the book I wrote about Billy and me and the whole adventure. It is entitled Safely Through the Fire: A Story of Love, Loss, and Rebirth.:
"Should this work endure into an age when understanding, acceptance and compassion are the rule of the day, I want the reader to know that there was a time in the history of mankind when it was not so. Against the dark social backdrop of fear, superstition, and intolerance, some souls shown as brilliant stars, reminding us that there was indeed a better way. My brother was such a Star. Within these pages, I have offered the reader an opportunity to gaze upon the night sky of the disease called AIDS, and to discover that contrary to public opinion, it is ablaze with the welcoming light of love, peace, and hope."
Sunday, September 25, 2005
Humane Community Formed at SuperDome
Vim
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SURVIVING IN NEW ORLEANS
Peter Berkowitz is a staff attorney at a Massachusetts prison. He was traveling in New Orleans with his wife Bruni & son Ernesto when the hurricane hit. They were there because Ernesto was planning to start his freshman year at Loyola of New Orleans. What follows is his letter to his 80-something mother. It was forwarded to the PEACE-LIST at Syracuse University by Carole Resnick on Wednesday, September 14, 2005.
9\5\05
---EXCERPT---
"Our community on the walkway was interesting. One day a reporter came by and asked me if we had a "mayor" ... we didn't. Everyone worked. Everyone joined in. Everyone did the job that made them most comfortable. And everything functioned. And as people joined us, they automatically joined in the work. There were differences, but everyone worked.
[VIM: after several days of false alarms, the buses finally came to take them out of the city...]
"The National Guard told us we had to vacate the walkway and go down onto the street to await the buses. Of course we refused. We told them we had a community here that was self-sufficient. There was no need for us to be on the street and in the sun for nothing. That here, we were supplying food, medical services, etc to ourselves and to anyone who had a need. By this time, we had about five or six elderly and incapacitated people in our group. They had been left behind by a hospital when they evacuated. They were with a nurse who had been abandoned with them.
---MORE AT SIGN OF THE TIMES---
Saturday, September 24, 2005
In The Midst of Emotional Tsunamis, What Do We Do?
by Susan Letourneau
As North America reels in the chaotic wake of Katrina, those of us accustomed to the comfort of American culture are reminded of the vulnerability we share with every other human on Earth. We are all, literally, in the same boat.
Just as we did when the tsunami struck, we can send money, food and prayers to New Orleans, but what do we do with the overwhelming emotions we feel as we watch the massive scope of this disaster unfold?
What do we do with our shock at the death and suffering we witness? With our grief over children’s loss of parents, and parents' loss of children? Beloved pets stranded and abandoned? Fear of more such storms in the future? Despair over the years of rebuilding ahead? What do we do with these overwhelming emotions, both our own and those of the people directly affected?
An answer to this question may lie in the Buddhist practice of “tonglen”, which is a way of using our bodies to transmute the energy of personal and global suffering through the simple act of breathing in distress and breathing out relief.
The effects of this practice are many. Buddhists believe that through this inch by inch process we can gradually reduce the level of suffering in the world while dramatically diminishing our own. The technique has the effect of penetrating the armor which imprisons the softness of our hearts. The insightful quote: “A man in armor is his armor’s slave”, reflects the dilemma we find ourselves in when we recognize that the defenses we have so carefully built up over a lifetime of unconsciousness are now holding us hostage. To the degree we are defended, we are not available to life. To the degree we are not available to life, we are deadened and numb.
The practice of tonglen can facilitate the reawakening of our childlike softness and along with it – our joy. You may wonder if this is a good thing -don’t we need all those defenses to survive in this world? A Course in Miracles would agree with the Buddhist viewpoint when it says: “My defense lies in my defenselessness.” The background to this point of view is the subject of another article, but suffice here to say that if you understand and subscribe to that viewpoint, tonglen is a way for you to begin to move into the softness of your own heart, while helping those suffering, not only in New Orleans, but everywhere in the world.
If you would like to experiment with this practice, follow these four steps:
By participating in tonglen, you will give a great gift to yourself, your fellow man, and to the planet.1. Begin by intending to be in a state of openness and stillness.
2. Imagine you are breathing in dense heaviness and breathing out lightness. Imagine your whole body is breathing through all of your pores.
3. Identify a painful situation in the life of someone you care for which you would like to change. Begin to imagine breathing it into your own body, and breathing out relief in whatever form might be useful to them. Often this step will bring up feelings of fear or inadequacy in the practitioner. If this happens, breathe in these emotions for the benefit of yourself and all others who may be having similar feelings of fear. Then breathe out confidence or relief or whatever you think might help. Do this until you have a sense of balance between your in breath and out breath.
4. Expand the scope. Imagine you are doing this process for more than one person, more than for a small group - expand it to larger and larger groups. Do this practice at your own pace and as often as feels right to you. In so doing, you will feel your heart open wider and your compassion expand, and from under that compassion will begin to spring joy.
Susan Letourneau is a spiritual counsellor who since 1986 has been assisting others to access their inner resources.
Friday, September 23, 2005
Calling Capt. Scott Burke: I want to see who you are!
You are a true hero!
We needed you badly and you came through for us.
It is beyond me why no one has bothered to interview you,
or take your photograph.
I want to see the man that lifted our spirits and that nose wheel until the very last minute.
Here's my email: vimala_111@yahoo.com
Write me!
I want to say thanks to you.
I want to make sure you know what it meant to a brow-beaten country to watch you land that plane.
We ALL want to thank you.
Perhaps you have been asked and declined the interview.
Perhaps you told them "no pictures."
But you don't need to do it for the media.
Just do it for us.
We are just people who prayed you home safely.
We wished and WILLED you home in one piece.
But YOU...
YOU did the real work.
You brought the magic.
You made the miracle.
And I'd like to see you face to face.
OK???
OK...
With all respect and honor,
Vimala
Don't ya hate it when they let the good ones get away...;-)
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ADDENDUM, Monday, September 26, 2005:
Here he is!
"He's a pretty laid back, nice guy" they say.
Many thanks for the inspiration!
...And here's to a safe landing for everyone!
Vim
Check out article "JetBlue Pilot from Raleigh"

Thursday, September 22, 2005
Reader: True Energy or An Alternative Approach
I received this note today and deemed it worthy to throw into the mix. It is a short article introducing a phenomenon called Solar Healing. I am posting it here as a FWIW. As always, use your own discernment, i.e., take what works and leave the rest. At the very least, I hope this will serve to get some of us 'out of the box', so to speak, and into the realm of new possibilities.
A lot of attention has been devoted of late to energy so I thought I would present something of interest. Since I believe we are in a planetary cycle of transmutation that may or may not revolve around 2012-17 (it could be sooner) and I also believe that there is a way out from all of this (graduation? ascension?) So many souls on the earth waiting for something to happen...also the Big Boy planet Pluto (major transformation/regeneration/death/rebirth) is transiting the Galactic Core (gateway/cosmic chakra center/portal to other planes of consciousness, Source Point)
next part...
What is a true paradigm shift? This is when we are introduced to an idea that changes our way of being that is outside of any prior patterns of existence, that we implement and that affects millions of others too. I believe that the passing of Pluto over the GC will introduce us to the paradigm shift and that the process has begun and that we are on the cusp of the changes now. If we could move out of conflict in the mind and exist in a state of peace within our own selves and get to a point of free energy this would certainly constitute a paradigm shift. Yes individuals have attained these states (Yogananda, Babaji) but the masses have not followed suit so no paradigm shift is in effect.
I believe a part of the puzzle towards the shift is being implemented in a quiet revolution that is sweeping the earth but hasn't reached the larger masses as yet. This next step can be attained through solar gazing. Hira Ratan Manek (HRM) has attained a state of spiritual sovereignty through staring at the sun [VIM: FIND OUTHOW AND WHAT THIS MEANS BEFORE YOU DO IT!] and charging the software of his brain. As a result he has not taken any solid food for ten years.
Just think about millions of people no longer slaughtering animals for food or spraying pesticides that contaminate the land air and water. No more scenes of starvation or fears of famine. No more political or economic manipulation based on food supply. The time that would be freed up because we no longer need to stop for food consumption, food shopping, washing dishes, no need for sewerage systems etc. This is a paradigm shift in the true meaning of the word because it challenges the fundamental assumption that energy needs to be derived from food. Food is a secondary source of sunlight. Food traps the sun's energy, which is what we actually seek.
A mind in conflict is one of the primary drains of the brains energy. Once the brain and body are charged by the sun's photons we also eliminate the need for a medical establishment, drugs, counseling, diseases. We are in a natural state of peace.
This is a paradigm shift the world has never known. The Internet can make it possible and this is why I have contacted you. Thanks for your website, truly a pleasure.
Here is the link ... SOLAR HEALING
Peace,Sparkfx
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
New Post at the Gallery...
Monday, September 19, 2005
Gamma Ray Bursts, Earth Changes, and Our Cosmic Evolution...
It seems that there is a correlation between the bursts and increased solar activity. Secondarily this increased solar activity seems to affect the frequency and magnitude of earthquakes, plus weather related phenomena. It also has notable human effects. These may be random, but lately it seems the GRBs themselves may to be the culprit. I have read with interest the writings of a man who spoke of such similar light bursts or “light bullets” back in 1935. He predicted a day would come when these could be measured. With the era of the Swift Satellite upon us, I am wondering if GRBs may be what he was referring to. This is all conjecture and a for-what-its-worth idea. But I thought I’d post this for others to at least consider. The upshot is that in observing the GRB phenomenon we may in actuality be in the process of observing ourselves creating something new. It’s just a thought…
Excerpt is taken from Volume 3 of Baird T. Spaulding’s Life and Teaching of the Masters of the Far East, first published in 1935:
Now we can see creation going on all the time, as creation is caused by the radiation of cosmic light vibrations generated in the great Cosmos: and this radiation is the great universal life or light energy that sustains all and is called the Father of radiation or vibration. It is the Father of radiation because its radiation will shatter any other radiation or vibration. In reality it only sets them aside in order that other forms may take their place.
When our body vibrates in tune with Spirit vibrations, we are light vibrations, the greatest of all vibrations, God the Father of all vibrations.
It will soon be proved that these cosmic rays constitute such a terrific bombardment that they are destructive to so-called matter. These rays are from the source of all energy, the Father of all elements, the source from which all elements come. This is not destruction, this is transmutation from so-called matter to spirit form.
It will soon be known that these cosmic rays have such tremendous penetrating power that they penetrate through all mass, shattering as it were, the very heart or nucleus of a so-called atom, transmuting it into atoms of other substance and thereby creating other elements of higher order; and in this way, creation advances into a higher emanation of pure light or life itself.
These radiations, which have such tremendous penetrating power, are readily distinguished from all radiations coming from the earth or sun galaxy and have complete control over all these radiations or vibrations. It will soon be known that these radiations come from a universal source, unseen, and that the earth is continuously subjected to a terrific bombardment of these rays that are so potent they change or transmute atoms of one element into the Infinite particles of another element. It will also be found that when this cosmic ray strikes the nucleus of an atom, it does shatter it. It separates this atom into the minute particles of another substance, causing transmutation from a lower to a higher element. Thus, these radiations do not destroy matter; they transmute it from a lower to a higher element – from the material to spiritual.
This higher element is as man dictates; it is higher as he names and uses it for a higher purpose. When man stands forth in spiritual vibrations, he can fully determine and regulate these rays and their mode of action.
Thus to man, standing in spiritual vibrations, transmutations is going on all the time all about him. Transmutation is but creation in the higher sense. Thus all are created where they stand. Creation never ceases; it is continuous, never ending. [taken from pages 131-132]
There is also this “which came first the chicken or the egg” idea. Some say that the outer disturbances are an outer manifestation of our inner selves. If we are re-arranging ourselves in the inner worlds, it is bound to show up in the outer. Not to worry. This is not disintegration of life, but transmutation. We are remodeling our world. “Out with the old” is part of it. “In with the new (and better and improved)” is guaranteed.
Sunday, September 18, 2005
Friday, September 16, 2005
New Orleans: Can We Ever Really "Go Back"
Awareness.
Awareness of what? Awareness of ourselves, our vulnerabilities, our significance, our insignificance. Awareness of our capabilities, our failures, our inequities, ...our connection. Strangers used to pass with our indifference. But now we know one another. Not by name... but by heart. We each know what the other has endured. We know what the other has survived. And that is a knowing that may fade in time, but it will never disappear.
The very ground itself for all of its apparent toxicity, is now sacred. Something of great significance has happened here. Compare it to the great battlefields of the world. Or Hiroshima. Nagasaki. We may even find one day that this was the payback. Pre-planned and manipulated. All the more reason to sit back and re-think the life that we have lived here. All the more reason to face ourselves, to see ourselves as we really are. We have the opportunity. Katrina has put the proverbial sand in our shoes. We may put them back on. But they will never feel as comfortable as they once did.
New Orleans may try to become what it used to be. We may set up shop and attempt to carry on as if nothing is new here ...as if nothing has changed. But can we ever really 'go back'? Maybe. Maybe we can. But I hope we never do.
Thursday, September 15, 2005
Monday, September 12, 2005
We Are All of It...

Friday, September 09, 2005
Shall I Tell You What I Find Beautiful About You?
There are some great lines in cinema.
This time it's Starman, by John Carpenter.
The film is about our haunting flirtation with a cosmic brother.
We invite him.
He comes.
And takes on the form of a dead housepainter in Wisconsin,
chamingly portrayed by Jeff Bridges.
But "we don't like what we don't understand.
In fact it scares us."
[That's a Beauty and the Beast line from Disney.]
Officials chase him all over the countryside,
while he tries to reach a rendevous point in the desert.
With the help of the housepainters widow and one fearless scientist he makes it.
But not before the ET has observed the human species in
it the most extreme conditions.
And just before he leaves our strange world,
the Starman says:
"Shall I tell you what I find beautiful about you?"
Of course!
We want to know!
That you find ANYthing beautiful in the hell we've put you through...
Chasing you hither and yon.
Drooling over the possibility of dissecting you.
After all.
You are an unusual specimin.
An experiment.
OUR experiment.
Trying and failing to 'get it right.'
What could you possibly find beautiful about US???
"Shall I tell you what I find beautiful about you?
You are at your very best when things are worst."
Our best???
I think of this lately.
Humanity is presently on display in all of its varied colors.
Victims, survivors, saviors, evangels, angels, and demons.
All here.
All colors.
And things are definitely pretty bad.
Probably at their worst in a long time.
But still there is beauty.
Still the varied stars that we are, shine.
We are finding inner resources we didn't know we had.
We are finally seeing things that have long been in front of our faces.
We are contemplating, moving, doing.
We are inwardly and outwardly ... 're-arranged.'
And slighly airborn and off kilter something beautiful shines through.
We are at our best...
I hope he's right.
"Shall I tell you what I find beautiful about you?..."
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
Will We Ever Arrive?
Monday, September 05, 2005
Katrina: Washing Away the Piscean Age
Article was posted at Rumor Mill News on 9/14/05. Here is the LINK.First let me emphasize that our sincerest prayers are with disaster victims-- always and everywhere.
All week I have been brewing on the broad esoteric implications of what is happening. The Illuminati are not the only ones to understand ritual and symbolism. But they use these precisely, with often exruciating results....
Someone (Jasmine?) called Lousiana the "root chakra" of our country. As such it is the center for energy that is focused on fear, survival and supply of basic needs. It is the center that responds to the 3rd chakra's alert for "fight or flight" and is thus activated--or imobilized-- by FEAR. In last week's disaster we saw both "flight" and (remain and) "fight" in individuals' responses.
I cannot escape the enormous symbolism of our nation's root chakra being "baptized"--not by fire, but by water---ocean water--Piscean water.
Most RMN readers know that we are at the end of the Piscean Age. (No one has an exact date, as it involves a long period and overlaps with the next Age: Aquarius.) For those not conversant with astrology, an "earth age" is roughly 2160 years long, or 1/12th of the roughly 26,000 cycle called the "Platonic year" -so named because Plato described it following his studies in Egyptian mystery schools.
Jesus' symbol is the fish and as Lord of the Piscean Age he was/is the "fisher of men". Pisces rules the following aspects of earthly existence: martyrdom (!!) victimhood, chemicals, POISONS, DRUGS, OIL, sea travel, (with exploration and conquest), film, ILLUSION (magic), mysticism, rituals, institutions (schools, prisons, hospitals), the past, and most obviously water and the SEA. Pisces is ruled by the planet Neptune, Greek god of the Sea. The symbol for Pisces is two fish tied together in their middles, but straining to swim in opposite directions, pulling against each other. Duality: good and evil, dark and Light, always somehow balancing. Now do I have your attention? Does all this remind you of what is going on in our world at present?
Astrologers have noted that when one Earth Age phases out it might exacerbate all the negative characteristics of that particular sign.... sort of the last kick of the donkey as it finally leaves the stable. But negatives are always balanced by positives, so watch for the "gifts" that result from the current Gulf disaster. Just as with 9/11 and OKC we see Americans rushing to help with anything they can offer. Our individual and collective heart chakras were blasted open increasingly on each of these occasions, and never quite closed down to pre-disaster stages.That is a DIVINE GIFT! The "return of the Christ" is seen by many to mean awakening of heart energy, compassion and unconditional love. We have seen these qualities poured out worldwide by ordinary people.
As the Aquarian Age gradually takes over, let us look at some of the characteristics of that sign. First off, despite its misleading name, it is NOT a water sign, but an air sign. We are now coming to realize that the "water bearer" is actually pouring endless energy, not water, from his "water" jar. Tesla type endless energy. (Some might say he is ridding us of the "water sign"...) Aquarius also rules: electricity, sound and light frequencies (lasers and new healing tools), electronics, computers, air and space travel (exploration and conquest), sovereignty/self-rule, individual responsibility, group consciousness and cooperation. It is the opposite of a monarchical kingdom, tyranny or fascism. Communal cooperation is a hallmark, but early on got corrupted by the Marxists. Forerunners of the Aquarian Age, the French and American and Russian revolutions were all fought in the name of the "common man" against the excesses of monarchs and tyrants.
Because we still have dwindling Piscean influences fighting for dominance, we are living in "mixed" or chaotic times. The violent clash of the tornado air (Aquarius) with the ocean (Pisces) resulted in a disaster that in my opinion may have marked the actual crossover point of the Ages. (I hope it's the only one, and will not be repeated!) I'm sure Michael St. Clair will have some further input on this idea.
Have we finally washed away the Piscean Age and moved almost fully into the Aquarian Age? I personally feel that's what the "2012" is all about..the final "end of the Piscean world" and the start of our bright new Aquarian world of universal peace!
Let us continue to receive the Divine gift of Christ Consciousness as we willingly open our hearts and hands to our brothers and sisters in need.
Blessings to all beings~~ Namaskar
Sunday, September 04, 2005
Gas Prices: 'Take a Stand' or 'Have a Seat'
Ah yes, my friends.........emotions run high at this time. However, we may want to remember to enlist the Oneness Stance on this issue, as well as others. What is this reflection (high gas prices) bringing to ME, ABOUT ME......?
One thing to ponder: My SOUL SELF is MAKING ME PAY DEARLY for using OUTSIDE energy sources rather than my own, innate creative energy. If we frag out (project out) our creative power........and sense of RESOURCE..........(to doctors, lawyers, politicians, power vendors and such), to things OUTSIDE......the COST for doing that will keep getting dearer and dearer, until we create our own "source" for it.
Down the line, we will find that this will apply also to use of the Internet as well. That will be our true invocation to use of our INNER NET.......innate etheric communication. Deep remembering.......psychic internal connection. No muss, no fuss. Just go inside and VOILA!
This happened with sugar, coffee, alcohol, cigarettes, prescription drugs, even soda pop. It starts out cheap, so you learn to DEPEND on it. Once upon a time, gas was 29 cents per gallon, and three guys would check your oil, wash your windows, and fill up the air in the tires. When we forgot about other sources and ways of living, the price begins to soar.
It's not the fault of the people who gouge us. It's our own ALARM CLOCK, awakening us to REMEMBER..............I usually like to avoid using these boards as organization points for rebellion or political action........except that which would send us into our own inner process. However, this seems like a great time and place to explore this idea......
Blessings,
Daniel
Friday, September 02, 2005
We Will Save Ourselves...
Five days of watching the apparent incompetence of the powers that be.
Five days without water.
Five days without food.
Fives days of watching ourselves fading away at the Superdome.
And that’s it.
Citizen rescuers have gotten off of their couches,
filled their trailers, vans, anything they can find with food and water.
Down the road they go.
If it’s going to get done we will do it.
A breakthrough.
We learned to defer early in our lives.
Our creative juices put aside for coloring between the lines.
Numbers and letters straight as an arrow.
No room for flare.
Mother knows best.
Teacher knows best.
Uncle Sam knows best.
‘God’ knows best.
“Do what we say.
Think what we think.
Give us your power and we will take good care of you.”
Reversing the creative flow.
‘Inward out’, becoming ‘outward in’.
And we defer.
Someone else will do it.
Someone else will take care of it.
Then we watch and we read and the Myth of Reward by Deferment becomes shattered.
The Cavalry does not arrive.
No one is listening.
No one is there.
But WE are there.
WE are listening.
We hear ourselves.
We hear our own cry.
And we answer.
“For as much as you have done it unto the least of these my brothers, you have done it unto me… And whosoever shall give to drink unto one of these little ones a cup of cold water only in the name of a disciple, verily I say unto you, he shall in no wise lose his reward.”---Jeshua ben Joseph

--inspired by word that private citizens are now bringing food and water to the souls stranded in a dying New Orleans
Thursday, September 01, 2005
The Good Side of Evil OR The Great Cosmic Joke
But at the higher levels all energy always goes in the same direction. We are always being supported at soul levels to achieve the grand plan for our best interests and everyone and everything is in on it with us.
This is why George W. Bush was re-elected as president of the United States once again. This beautiful soul is in it with us as he has agreed at a soul level to provide a very severe contrast so that as many as possible will choose to summon something different.
The more individuals that agree to summon something different, the better. This summoning then creates an energy of desire that co-mingles with the planetary alignments and integrates with the new higher vibrating human, and results in the change necessary and the initiation of the creation of the New World . Yes, there is always much support here to fulfill this divine plan of ours, as we needed to be assured of success. All was in alignment in every arena.
In the higher realms there is no polarity. It is accepted and widely known that at lower levels of reality, polarity (or what appears to be darkness) only exists to support us in summoning something different.
A common scenario that represents this concept is when one partner in a relationship has an affair or abruptly leaves another. Many times this occurs so that the “abandoned” partner will be forced to move forward and into the new territory that they were meant to inhabit. All souls deeply love each other, and always support each other if even in a world where conscious awareness is thwarted by a lower vibrating existence behind the veil.
---MORE at LINK